Hello!
I had my Second Meeting with SG yesterday...eep Next meeting is the big one.
This one was much more AWK because it wasn't just a "getting to know you" meeting, it was more of a "here's what you are in for" meeting.
SO he told me it would be a progression spanking:
Corner time
Hand spanking over dress
Corner time
Hand spanking over panties
Corner time
Hand spanking bare bottom
Corner time
After care
I believe that's the order he said, in all honesty I was in and out of the conversation. It is very hard to keep focused when talking about something so nerve wracking, also I'm out of my ADHD meds, which never helps... I'm rambling... because I'm nervous.... Anyway...
He suggested we do it last night "rip off the band-aid" but my mind was panicking WAY too much for that. I said I needed to take a day to process. He kept saying that it would be easier to do it sooner, but I know that mentally it would not have worked last night. I was not in the right mental state.
So we parted and I called the safety net, let them know I was okay.
I had a long chat with Wendy about all of it she calmed me down, and told me funny stories about Pete and his wife Rose (ha ha ha Pete Rose that was unintentional, sorry for the inconvenient re naming) About how she went from Pete's sub to his Domme. It was a very good chat, and I am grateful we had it.
Today I am still nervous. But not scared. In fact, right now I think I'm numb to nervousness...
so that's, good? IDK...
He is picking me up at 5:30pm and the safety net is getting installed :-)
Wendy is so amazing, always making sure I'm safe!
This is my first time meeting with a top!
I'll let you know how it goes!
Michelle
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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Friday, June 13, 2008
Finals are over, relationship is over!
Wow this is my 20th post, and I have big news too
'kay guys I am back!
I decided that I better stay away during finals otherwise I'd fail all my tests
So now I'm back, and I'm better than ever!
I have had one spanking since the last time we talked, I have had 4 finals, 1 move, and 1 breakup!
Funny thing is I am stoked about the break up because I want to go out and get spanked!
The last spanking of Drew and My relationship went as so:
He picked me up at 9:30pm for a quick rendevous, as we both had early mornings. When we got to his place we were all over each other. While we were woven in making out, he slips his hands down my tights and starts squeezing my bottom. I felt amazing. In my head I was chanting
SPANK ME
SPANK ME
SPANK ME
And then, as though he were listening to my thoughts he stopped kissing me and said, "I know what you want."
And he sent me to his room to get ready.
"where do you want me?" I said, tights pulled down around my knees. I realized there are a lot of positions he does not know...all in good time.
He leaned me over the bed and asked what I wanted him to spank with..."It's all up to you." I said with a smile.
He then started rubbing my bottom before pulling his hand back and giving me a sound hand spanking.
He didn't hold anything back.
He spanked and spanked fast and hard. Each blow hurt immensely. I squealed. At one point I yelled out OW.
"Bad 'ow'" he asked
"Bad 'ow'" I confirmed
He rubbed my bottom
Oh no I thought He's going to be afraid to spank me
boy was I wrong!
After a few rubs he was at it again, only harder this time.
This is a far cry from the guy who was too afraid to hurt me."
As for the break up, that happened today. I was bored. He's vanilla and really wants sex bad, and I can't give that to him, and he can't give me the DD I want. He's busy at work, I'm busy at school, not to mention I want to play the field and go to spanking parties and explore this brand new world of spankos!
I am so wide-eyed and excited and Drew seemed very not into this.
Another reason I've been gone so long is www.bottomlines.co.uk OMG best spanking website ever. I LUB it .... Anyway--- I just finished with finals moved out of my dorm and I am ready for a spankering!!
Thanks and Spanks
Michelle!
'kay guys I am back!
I decided that I better stay away during finals otherwise I'd fail all my tests
So now I'm back, and I'm better than ever!
I have had one spanking since the last time we talked, I have had 4 finals, 1 move, and 1 breakup!
Funny thing is I am stoked about the break up because I want to go out and get spanked!
The last spanking of Drew and My relationship went as so:
He picked me up at 9:30pm for a quick rendevous, as we both had early mornings. When we got to his place we were all over each other. While we were woven in making out, he slips his hands down my tights and starts squeezing my bottom. I felt amazing. In my head I was chanting
SPANK ME
SPANK ME
SPANK ME
And then, as though he were listening to my thoughts he stopped kissing me and said, "I know what you want."
And he sent me to his room to get ready.
"where do you want me?" I said, tights pulled down around my knees. I realized there are a lot of positions he does not know...all in good time.
He leaned me over the bed and asked what I wanted him to spank with..."It's all up to you." I said with a smile.
He then started rubbing my bottom before pulling his hand back and giving me a sound hand spanking.
He didn't hold anything back.
He spanked and spanked fast and hard. Each blow hurt immensely. I squealed. At one point I yelled out OW.
"Bad 'ow'" he asked
"Bad 'ow'" I confirmed
He rubbed my bottom
Oh no I thought He's going to be afraid to spank me
boy was I wrong!
After a few rubs he was at it again, only harder this time.
This is a far cry from the guy who was too afraid to hurt me."
As for the break up, that happened today. I was bored. He's vanilla and really wants sex bad, and I can't give that to him, and he can't give me the DD I want. He's busy at work, I'm busy at school, not to mention I want to play the field and go to spanking parties and explore this brand new world of spankos!
I am so wide-eyed and excited and Drew seemed very not into this.
Another reason I've been gone so long is www.bottomlines.co.uk OMG best spanking website ever. I LUB it .... Anyway--- I just finished with finals moved out of my dorm and I am ready for a spankering!!
Thanks and Spanks
Michelle!
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